ELLE Editor: My Joy and Pain from Twins

In the past, Xiaoxue was an armchair strategist and read numerous books on babies. It came out that she found thousands of theories in book is no better than a word from babysitters or nurses.
 
In pregnancy, Xiaoxue got her mother worried that she may not have much milk because she and her sister grew up with cow milk. In deed, she didn't come out with a lot of milk. "I feel good for breast-feeding despite the pain. With such a creature on the chest with full trust, I feel so content with all beautiful things in my mind."... Without enough breast milk for two babies, Xiaoxue add powdered milk with breast milk in milk bottles according to doctor's suggestion. Otherwise, the babies may get confused with the breast and milk bottles. "Breast pump hurts awfully, and makes me feel useless since others may have enough breast milk for babies."
 
Xiaoxue has never been annoyed by babies' crying. She says that they were lovely and hardly cries hard. But when they cry, they would keep kicking with closed eyes and frowned forehead. "I like to hold them in arms and feel their temperature until they go from crying to sobbing and finally sleeping."

Babies at 100-day old