Xiaoxue said that the word "joy" can be felt closely, but pain is not only the most unforgettable experience, but also the most precious memory in life.
"Born!" In her blog - Xiaoxue shares the joy and pain with her twins Lele and Yueyue.
This photo was taken a dozen hours after the twins were born. Xiaoxue was still in the pain and the twins innocent of the new world.
"Early in the morning on October 13, my pair of small dolls came out to this world formally." What the two lovely twins brought to Xiaoxue is a brand new experience of happiness. She said, "When their tender skin sticks to my face, I knew that the word joy can be felt so closely."
The two sisters use a homograph with the same character as given name. The older sister's name is Lele, meaning happiness, and the younger sister's Yueyue, meaning melody.
"Thank god for giving me two little angels." However, the babies have brought not only joy, but also the painful storm before happiness. In the book Giving birth, Xiaoxue described the details of giving birth in time although she still suffered from the pain, since most of her friends who gave birth has already forgot the memory of pain because of the happiness and excitement. They always look bewildered when speaking of the pain and even want to give birth to another child.
Pain is not only the most unforgettable experience, but also the most precious memory in life. Lying in bed, Xiaoxue felt herself blaming because of the pain. She even screamed because of the pain. "Pain!... "It's hard to describe the pain with words. I feel as if there are thousands of hammer and awls on my belly." Her mouth was buckled with a transparent mouth-muffle, and in the pain, she barely heard the doctors saying it can relieve the pain by breathing a lot. A few hours later, Xiaoxue still suffered from severe allergic reactions to drugs, which aroused fever, swollen, itching and the allergic reactions stopped her to use pain-killers after the surgery. The pain of incision, allergies, and uterine contractions came together and Xiaoxue bore it. In ther ward, there came the cries of two babies.
After the surgery, Xiaoxue lay in bed, touching the thick gauze on her belly and watching the babies' face, hard to believe that they just came out of her belly. She felt that they were more like two angels from heaven. |
